Harvester of Sorrow

Not able to sleep tonight, yes Nadal finally got defeated by Soderling but that is no incentive to hit the bed early. Honestly, I still mourn about ManUtd losing Champions League. This is a lone sorrow. I don't have a lot of ManUtd friends around, I find it easier to mix with Liverpool fans, but alas most of them are too arrogant for their own good hence I usually suffers alone and in silence. There is just no more sportsmanship anymore, everyone (especially Liverpool fans) have been living a life when they mock and laugh when people falls, they laugh and scorn you like a piece of dirty rag. What has happen to the time when we still can look the opponent in the eye and shake their hand? This actually tells me the time we Malaysian are living in kiasu environment, everyone is only thinking about themselves. No regards for others feeling but I am fortunate to know of some mature and true Liverpool fans that don't behave like a 5 year old. Also, on a more serious note, my mats shipment got delayed and I promise my customer that I will deliver tomorrow.... if I sleep now, I'll wake up tomorrow to the sound of my mobile ringing and terminator at the end of the line. We got to kill John Connor...... Also, I wonder why human can be so cancerous. They can spread lies like no other creature that God has created. Who knows the truth? Who sees the truth? And who can claim to be sinless let him be the first to judge. Let him be the first to condemn, let him be the first to be the hero. The rest of us are sinners, let us humble ourselves before the Lord and ask for His forgiveness. I was reading DA Carson, and he was talking about the phrase Blessed are the Meek for they will inherit the earth. A meek person will put God's will and people's needs before theirs. When being persecuted the first response is not to look for a response but to go before the Lord and commit to him all your burden and pain. And why does a meek person inherit the earth? Well, I'll leave it for you guys to read it yourself. So will God somehow makes my mat appear tomorrow? Nope, it's still in Guangzou. I don't understand, why do we still need air freight (DHL or FedEx) when we still can't get our shipment on time? DHL is dua hari Lewat and FexEx is no more No. 1 thanks to Nadal. So why bother?
Life can be lonely sometimes. Sometimes it's hard to make certain decision in life and sometimes it is easy to take someone for granted. Friends or life partners will never be perfect but it helps to pick up the phone and say "I love you and I care for you". How long do we still have? Kevin is already 30, most of us are approaching the twilight zone. Why not do something you want to do today? Will you get another chance on life?
Here are some photo for memories sake... or what is left of it. Enjoy


My three nephew - Jonathan, Ivern and Nicholas (from left to right)

My long good friend

Cameroon camp.

Michael and Imelda. Hope you guys are doing good.

My long lost friend.